baby girl, it’s just me and you… π΅β¨β¨
truthfully,
there was a time,
a multitude of time in my life,
where that very idea and invitation of being with just me would and did absolutely terrify me…
in fact,
i would even place myself in situations and relationships that never really held the whole of me, but, i wasn’t alone… So, i would go there, i would be with, i would do all the things to not feel alone, yet, in that company, i actually was…
i don’t know if it was solely choice or if Divine timing, intervention, and the support squad of Lola, Carlos, and Mani, and nature, all shared with me the spaciousness and graciousness of slowly, sustainably, and Sacredly, coming home to her and me, and this liberation of never being alone.
so much has shifted for me and changed as far as my own relationship with myself over the years, especially this decade plus of moving through my biggest shock trauma and the loss of my folks physically, and all that transpired from that pain…
I’ve learned that my wholeness is found within me,
and my company is actually quite lovely, I’ve fallen more and more in love with me and that love continues to transpire and transcend changes that keep me continuing this love within myself and within the world.
i consider @yung_pueblo ‘s quote about the more i can love myself the more love is available for loving all else. I think for most my life i leveraged love the other way. I thought to love myself was selfish and egotistical, yet now i realize it is those very thoughts that are selfish and egotistical, not my love and not the radical act of loving all i am.
I have been loving myself into being and being who i am.
I no longer fear the company of me, i actually need it and cherish it and prioritize it beyond any plans or agenda.
i am worthy and i am whole, and so are you.
I share this because the world, humanity as a whole, really could and would benefit from each and all of us loving all we are into being… so, maybe today, maybe right here and now, you take a little bit more space to love, breathe, and be with you.
that could change your total trajectory…
Love could change our total trajectory…
#selflove #healingjourney
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